truth020

I feel like I’ve become the worst version of myself here. At least in thought, not so much in deed. It’s not the fault of this school or these people–it’s just something I’ve become aware of and hate immensely. I feel like the good’s falling away. I feel like I’m losing my love for other people. I’ve always cared so much about other people. I’ve always believed in people, and I’ve always wanted to help. Now I judge–more than I ever have–and I’m more critical than ever. I’m not fair.